Happy Birthday to you!

It's  5th October, today you would have been 72 years.  But you went away...

Happy Birthday Papa!

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday to you

Happy birthday dear Papa

Happy birthday to you….

I know, I have been naughty at times and didn't listen to you. But not celebrating your birthday with me is the worse punishment. I miss you papa! 

To the BEST father in the world,…A ghazal from your favorite ghazal maestro…Ghulam Ali Saheb!

Chup Ke Chup Ke Raat Din, Aansu Bahaana Yaad Hai

Ham Ko Ab Tak Aashiqi Ka, Vo Zamaana Yaad Hai

Khinch Lena Vo Mera Parde Ka Kona Baf-A-Tan

Aur Dupatte Men Vo Tera, Munh Chhupaana Yaad Hai

Chup Ke Chup Ke ............

Berukhi Ke Saath Sun Na Dard-E-Dil Ki Daasataan

Voh Kalaai Men Tera, Kangan Ghumana Yaad Hai

Vaqt-E-Rukhsat Alavida Ka Lafz Kah Ne Ke Liye

Vo Tere Sookhe Labon Ka Thar-Tharaana Yaad Hai

Chup Ke Chup Ke ............

Chori Chori Ham Se Tum Aakar Mile The Jis Jagah

Muddatein Guzarin Par Ab Tak Vo Thikaana Yaad Hai

Chup Ke Chup Ke ............

Dopahar Ki Dhoop Men Mere Bulaane Ke Liye

Vo Chhajje Par Tera Nange Paanv Aana Yaad Hai

Chup Ke Chup Ke ............

Tujh Se Milate Hi Vo Bebaaq Ho Jaana Mera 

Aur Tera Daanton Men Vo Ungali Dabaana Yaad Hai

Chup Ke Chup Ke ............

Tujh Ko Jab Tanha Kabhi Paana To Azraah-E-Lihaaz 

Haal-E-Dil Baaton Hi Baaton Men Jataana Yaad Hai 

Chup Ke Chup Ke ............

Aa Gaya Agar Vasl Ki Shab Bhi Kahin Ziqr-E-Firaq

Vo Teraa Ro Ro Ke Bhi Mujh Ko Rulaana Yaad Hai

Chup Ke Chup Ke …………

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nVrR9TLvRS8

Hope you enjoyed it. I am waiting for my treat Papa!

Love you Bapu!

Happy birthday to me!

It's my birthday today. My first birthday without papa. 

Last year, when after many years, I celebrated my birthday with you.  Papa, you were clapping and singing- Happy birthday to you....I can still hear you. Where are you papa! why don't you come and wish me!....I miss you!

"Wish you a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY",  every year, I woke up with the  same phrase" , years after years. And today, Its my birthday again and you are not here. I woke up. I felt uneasy and hollow. Something was missing. A part of me wanted to sleep. May be you would come to wish me(in my dream). But the breathlessness forced me to wake up. I got up and made myself a cup of tea.

As, I sip my cup of tea, I am thrown back in time. The time, when I used to celebrate my birthday. Me and my younger brother share birthday, just 12 hours apart. So it was  twice the celebration in my house. As the month started, we would start counting days, we would make a list of friends to be invited. My mother would buy us new clothes. As the day approached, our excitement knew no limits. Our eyes were fixed on the calendar and mind would wonder about the celebrations.

On the day, in school- we would celebrate by distributing sweets. In the evening there would be a party at home. Friends and neighbors would join.  Cake, chocolates, chips, cold drinks, cookies...wow, It used to be so much fun.. After, everyone left, we would start opening the gifts. When all the gifts were unwrapped, last of all papa would slowly slide his gift next to me. Over the years, I  received just two gifts  alternately- a hair brush or a color box.

Papa, loved my hairs and would always wanted me to have long hairs. Gifting a hair brush was his way of telling me to have long hairs. Which, of course I never did.The color box, because he loved art and wanted at least one of his children to appreciate his love for art and painting. Both my brothers hated painting, since I showed some interest. Therefore, papa tried his best to inculcate his love for painting in to me. He was successful. I love painting. I stil paint.........sometimes!

I know, papa you are always around me- wishing and blessing me. But, I am waiting for my color box. I want to paint. I want to tell you, though I don't keep my hairs long now, but I still want my hair brush....

Love you papa!